Atonement

Seeing Avni starting the scotty, Shyama called out from a distance, 'Hey Avni, just stop!' Avni said angrily, 'Say what to say. ,

Shyama came near and said, 'You know Srishti has eloped with Kishore!' Avni wonders, 'What..?'

'Yes re... Today this discussion is in full swing in the whole city.' Avni's face dropped after hearing about Srishti from Shyama, as Srishti was her best friend. This incident hurt the husband and wife so much that both of them grabbed the bed. Due to the service of the neighbors, the condition of both of them improved a bit, but

Thinking about his humiliation, he was so shocked that he went into depression.Gone. Mr. Rai became paralyzed due to deep depression. his condition now It became such that he could not get up from the bed even for daily work. of family There is only wife in name, so the responsibility of husband falls on her only. 

Has been.

Mrs. Rai is also very sad about her daughter's departure, but seeing her husband's grief, she forgot her sorrow and continues to serve her husband day and night, but she sheds tears remembering her daughter in solitude.

Today there is a strange silence in Mr. Rai's house. The whole house is immersed in sadness. Rai ji is lying on the bed staring at the ceiling and the whole pillow is wet with tears. Mrs. Rai is also crying in a corner, hiding from her husband, because today is the birthday of her only daughter Srishti.

Hearing the sound of the call bell, Mrs. Rai went to open the door wiping tears, she was surprised to see the postman at the door. started thinking that my

Where will the letter come from here?' Then the postman handed over a letter to him and started leaving. He stopped him slowly and said, 'Son, just read and tell whose letter it is? I can't see anything without glasses.' The postman said, ' Mother! Srishti Baby Ki.

Hearing the name of Srishti, he felt as if a dry tree had come to life. She ran inside and brought the spectacles and started reading the letter. As she was reading the letter, tears were flowing continuously from her eyes... Dear mother!

Since childhood, you used to explain to me the advantages and disadvantages of good and bad company and bad company, but I did not listen to you. In this way, by doing my arbitrary, I became stubborn day by day and… rr….. Papa! He never used to come between us. They were relaxed by handing over my entire responsibility to you. Making your love my weapon, I always kept asking you wrong demands.

Unaware of all this, father kept working day and night to earn money so that I could get married in a good house. One day I ran away from home with a boy of my own class and got lost in the colorful dreams of youth in such a way that I went completely away from the world of reality.

I never thought that you people would have to bear the brunt of this.

Mother! Today, when I think about those antics of mine, I get goosebumps. I start cursing myself, but now there is no other option but to repent. Because of my own mistake, today I was neither at home nor at the ghat.

Mother ! Do you know, Kishore used to talk sweetly to me and show me dreams of a colorful life, I used to get lost in his dreamy talks, and always wanted to be with him. I used to consider him the most beautiful and intelligent boy in the world and myself as the most beautiful and fortunate girl mother, at that time I did not like any of your teachings, I always used to think that I come home useless, it was good to be outside.

Mother what should I tell you! The day we both were about to elope, you cooked my favorite food. Gajar ka halwa was made by adding lots of dry fruits. everyday

Just like that day also you had sent me to college after feeding me with great love and along with it you had given carrot pudding in Tiffin with the instruction that it must be eaten during the leisure period, beware who brought it back. I nodded yes too.

Mother, when you were in the kitchen, I opened the cupboard by taking out the key from your head and put the ornaments that you had made for me by saving money from household expenses, put some cash and two pairs of clothes in the bag and put the key in place. Put it on and left for college as if nothing had happened.

As per the pre-arranged schedule, Kishore was waiting for me at some distance from the house. After leaving there, both of us boarded the train to Kolkata.

After reaching Kolkata, we made a cheap hotel our home. Eating our favorite food, watching movies and sleeping after going for walks, this was our daily routine. Everything was fine as long as there was money, then started worrying that what would happen when the money ran out? Wherever we both used to look at us with suspicion, we went to Dakshineshwar Kali temple and got married and started looking for work to live. We did not have any degree, which would have easily got a job in a good place. We

People go out every morning in search of work and reach the hotel tired at night.

Were. Slowly all my jewelry got sold one by one, now I have to pay hotel rent too

We were having a hard time. Mother! Then one day suddenly Kishore took me to a middle aged chubby fat man. At first he looked me up and down and after being convinced agreed to hire me. When I ask 'Who will have to work? And how much will be the salary? He said, 'The work is very simple, every evening some guests will come to my place, I have to entertain them by giving them tea and snacks, if they go away happy, I will ask you.

Will give salary. I was surprised to hear this. I had never heard of such a job before. But the money was needed, so despite not wanting to, she said yes and went away. On the way, getting off the tram near the market, Kishore bought some makeup items for me and also food and drink. At night both of us slept happily after eating. Yesterday at the appointed time, Kishore left me with that Seth saying that

That if it gets late in the night then stay here. I will come and pick you up in the morning. I was surprised to hear his words. Many questions arose in my mind at once that what would I do by staying here at night? Then why won't Kishore come to pick me up? And by nine o'clock my work will be over. But thinking it is the first day, I remained silent.

At six o'clock in the evening, six-seven big vehicles stopped at Seth ji's place and many noble ladies in beautiful clothes got down from the car. I greeted everyone with folded hands, a smile on my face like an air hostess, and urged them to come inside. All of them walked with a steady step and sunk in the sofa. I politely asked, 'Would you like it cold or hot?' Everyone said in one voice, 'We will drink whatever father will give you with your soft hands.' I had just turned to go inside when a man in white hesitantly walked in with a tray in his hand containing several empty glasses, some fried cashews and snacks on the center table. Several types of luxury wine bottles were already placed on the front table. One said, 'Sundari, please fill the jam with your hand and give it to drink! Marhwa intoxication will double. Mother, where did your daughter reach like this? My mind was crying inside, but my hands were mechanically engaged in work.

The evening deepened, the jam kept going on. After drinking five to six pegs everyone started drifting off, I stood in a corner out of shame and fear and started reciting Hanuman Chalisa in my mind. I prayed that ' O God, now my shame is in your hands. Get me out of this hell somehow.' I was thinking that one pounced on me and tried to grab me, I pushed him with all my might, he staggered and fell to the ground due to excessive drinking. As soon as he fell, the other caught hold of me, I started thrashing to get out of his grip. I could not understand how to run away from there, seeing me sobbing, Seth ji said, 'Why is she throwing unnecessary tantrums and Sati is pretending to be Savitri. Your husband has sold you to me for one lakh rupees. Now whatever I make you do, it's my choice

Hearing this, the ground started slipping from under my feet, but with courage I managed to drop it and run away. None of the people present there had enough strength left to catch me. gate keeper

I was tired of seeing a poor helpless girl being sacrificed every day, so those people also encouraged me and said, ' Run away daughter. Get out of sight of these wolves! Otherwise, they will tear you like a vulture.' Due to his encouragement, I started running forward and kept on running, did not look back.

Mother, I could escape from there also because of your blessings. While running, I fell near Shubhangi Maa, she picked me up, hugged me and took me home. After washing my hands and face, she gave me hot milk to drink and after running the fan asked me to rest and went to the kitchen herself.

After some time she brought food and picked me up and fed me with great love. Mother, I am telling the truth, at that time I felt that you are feeding me sitting in front of me. After a few days, he listened to me about my past and told me his too. Maa Shubhangi Maa is a high school teacher, she lives alone.

Mother, it was he who inspired me to write a letter to you one day. 

I was afraid with which mouth I should write to you, but I was unable to convince them.

But it was so impressed that I sat down to write you a letter.

Mother! I have committed a great crime. I know that my crime is not worthy of forgiveness, yet forgive me once considering it as a piece of your heart. Yes mother, one more thing and I don't remember Kishor now even by mistake, maybe this is the atonement of my sins.

I hope father will be fine, with which mouth should I offer my salutations to him. I have auctioned his respect in the society.